08 November, 2012

You know what? I hate people.

I try to stay out of conversations about politics. Partly because I don't care and partly because it makes people stupid and petty. I'm so sick of hearing about everything related to politics. I live in a Republican state so for the last 24 hours, all I've heard about is how this country is going to hell because we reelected Obama; I'm moving to Canada (this one makes me giggle); now gays are going to take over the world; the economy is going straight to shit... Oh for hell's sake, please just shut up! It is what it is.

There are two girls outside my window throwing different sized colored balls onto the grass. It's freaking windy out there. Just go back inside because you make no sense.

I can't believe it's already November. I don't know what happened to July or August or September but especially October and I kind of want it all back. Halloween was doing a fantastic job of distracting me from my life and I was happy for a minute.

Everyone keeps posting things they are thankful for and I just want to say, I'm thankful for my husband. He really spoils me and we have an amazing relationship and all in all, everything in my life is great. Now, I wish my depression could realize that.

Related note: depression is an asshole.

I've been sick for the last week and I'm over it. I want to eat everything but then every time I eat, I get stomach pains and nausea and it's ridiculous.

Sorry for complaining. I'm thankful I don't have some sort of incurable disease. Especially because House isn't on anymore so I would never be cured.

Dear Grey's Anatomy: What the hell? Seriously, I would break up with you but I just can't.

There has been a dire shortage of cupcakes in my life recently and I really would like to resolve that.


  1. I hope your tummys better soon so you can keep down a few cupcakes lol.Im from Canada so i had to laugh!As for the election no matter who wins we all have to deal with it and to be honest once they are in power the system blocks them from doing everything they want to do anyway.We still have to breath,put food on the table and be there for our loved ones,especially good husbands(i have a great one too).Hugzzz

  2. Aw, I'm sorry your depression is giving you a hard time lately, and that your tummy hasn't been feeling good :( All the political crap doesn't help... it makes me super annoyed to see so many ads and posts and whatever that are full of total crap and lies and exaggerations.

  3. boo! sorry you've been sick! and yes, depression is the WORST. both for the person and the people around them who love the person and feel helpless...

    i totally agree. i think it's sad that a civil conversation between people with different viewpoints is rare. the greatest thing in the whole world is that everyone gets to choose who they want to be and what they want to think. people miss out on a lot by refusing to listen to another perspective. and with social media all common courtesy seems to go out the window.

    p.s. i've been loving your cat photos on instagram! crazy kitty.

  4. I wish I could take you out for cupcakes and alcohol. :( Seriously, I won't say I know exactly how you feel, but I know how frustrating depression can be. You can make all kinds of lists of things to be thankful for, and Depression is still there, poking you with a fiery stick.

    It sucks and I wish I could help you!

  5. :(

    *HUGS* If my life wasn't so dang busy/hetic with all the kids at the moment I would so drive down to go to lunch and to The Sweet Tooth Fairy with you!(I hear they have killer cupcakes!) My parents are buying our family a season pass to Thanksgiving point for Christmas ..that means we will have to be down your way often, so we for sure need to get together! All friends get in for 50%off :) so you need to all come and go with us a bunch!

    I agree, I stay out of conversations about politics if all possible, so tired of the drama too.

    Rewind of the last few months..for sure. (well all the positive anyway!) It did go ba way to quick.

    I am thankful for a wonderful hubby, my kids and friends like you!

  6. yo crazy auntie bennanettie13 November, 2012 14:49

    i totally understand the depressing depressionisticBS SHIZZZ cuz i too am on of its attackees,im here if you need me to cry vent or blubber, i think you are totally amazing an awesomely awesome :) even text anytimers 362-4867, we can do a partial fam party too if u feels up to one okie dokie lvs n kisses


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